The Mad Puppeteer

You’ll Always be my Brother

For Alex

 

Iโ€™ve heard that life is fickle
And Iโ€™ve heard that life is cruel
And when I look around, it ainโ€™t hard to believe
That both those things are true

Iโ€™ve heard that life is fair and just
But I think thatโ€™s a lie
Whoever said that has never had
To watch a good man die

I donโ€™t proclaim to understand
Lifeโ€™s many checkered byways
And I don’t know why you had to leave
To tread the eternal highways

We didnโ€™t know what to do or say
The night we got the news
So we shared our tears and our memories
We told each other our stories about you

โ€˜Cause thatโ€™s the thing about stories
We hold them close to our souls
We nurture those tender memories
Like precious, priceless gold

I remember walking with you
On Wyoming mountains tall as clouds
Eating steak and eggs under a Teton sunrise
Where silence really was the sweetest sound

And I remember soaking up sun
Under clear Arizona skies
Posing for photos with the saguaros
And laughing long into the night

I watched you and Becca say wedding vows
On the shores of Lake Michigan
And I watched those vows stand up to time
True and unbroken unto the end

I remember Telluride, Denver, and Estes too
I remember alpine lakes and vistas grand
Aspen trees and paperback reads
And brimful coffee cups clutched in hand

So that night, we shared our memories
We laughed, and then we cried some more
We toasted your life with Michigan whiskey
You touched us all, my friend, thatโ€™s for sure

The next day, we hiked on Narnia Trail
Where we breathed the pine-scented air
And jumped off the rocks into great Lake Huron
Brother, I felt your spirit there

As I looked across the glass expanse
It was hard for me to say
If the water or the sky was a deeper blue
Yesโ€”I felt your spirit that day

And I say life is wonderful
I say life is pure and good
โ€˜Cause thatโ€™s the lesson you taught me
In the few years you walked this world

You lived your life so fearlessly
You faced each day without looking back
You didnโ€™t just liveโ€”you really lived
And Iโ€™m damn proud of you for that

So yes, I think that life is good
Even though itโ€™s often so unfair
And I hope to live the way you lived
So that I can feel your spirit everywhere

 

Cover photo taken in Grand Teton National Park


33 responses to “You’ll Always be my Brother”

  1. Some people even shine after departing the world.
    Their good will & kind act remain immortal.
    Your brother’s spark will stay alive within your heart!
    Life is beautiful! It doesn’t matter how long we live, what matters is what difference we create.
    May his soul rest in peace!

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    1. Thank you, Ayesha. You are right- the length of a life doesn’t matter so much as the radiance of the life. The difference that was made and the things that were done.

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  2. That really touched a special place in my soul as I just lost my Dad and it is nice to read something that can have similar meaning to another. God rest their souls. ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Thank you. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Life is crazy, but comfort comes from unexpected places. I hope you can continue to find yours ๐Ÿ™‚

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  3. What a beautiful tribute. Excellent piece. Much love and peace to you. ๐Ÿ’•

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    1. Thanks, tara. Love and peace to you as well.

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  4. A touching tribute. Thank you for sharing it!

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    1. Thank you, Mark. I am glad it touched you.

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  5. Good people never die… They live in the hearts of the loved ones.. Nice poem

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    1. Yes, that is very true. Thank you for reading.

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  6. “They trotted along in silence, each deep in their own thoughts of Mother and mothers, each mourning their losses. Smiles slowly came to them, as the brief sadness of parting was overwhelmed by the lifetime of joy and love mothers had imparted on each.”

    Your heart doth grieve, and tears shall fall,
    And mourning black you’ll wear for years.
    When I am now most perfect and free
    I cannot comprehend your tears.

    Seek peace,

    Paz

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    1. Thank you so much, Paz. I appreciate your very kind and comforting words.

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  7. Beautiful, and so applicable at the present time — with death all around us. You will never know just how many people your words help. May God Bless You for sharing!

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    1. Thank you for reading, and for your thoughtful comments. Blessings to you as well.

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  8. This is a really beautiful poem. May he rest in peace.

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    1. Thank you so much. I appreciate that.

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    1. Thank you for checking it out ๐Ÿ™‚

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  9. I am grateful to have read this poignant poem. To the brothers so many of us we have lost and found…๐Ÿท

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    1. Thank you. I will toast to that ๐Ÿท

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    This is so beautiful! Felt every words and it touched my heart so dearly.

    Marron

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    1. Thank you, Marron. I appreciate that ๐Ÿ™‚

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  11. Reblogged this on Red Moon Diary and commented:
    Beautiful exploration of loss and life in words.

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    1. Thank you, Marissa

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    1. Thank you for reading

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  12. That, man, was a righteous write!. Memories I’d thought I’d put aside after 50 years came back.

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    1. Thanks, SP. I’m glad you felt it.

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  13. So many places of my youth in the70/80s – Thanks for shring a great poem.

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    1. Thank you for reading, Christopher!

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  14. I just read this again…still so beautiful; thank you

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    1. Thank you, Catherin ๐Ÿ™‚

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